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Wednesday, 19 April 2006

CONFIDENCE PT. 2

So................I've changed a lot......I know it.
You know what I noticed? The make-up was another part of my insecurity.....I guess I thought I NEEDED it.
No more of that.
I wore light eyeliner......and thought I looked just great.
Eyeshadow's fine..........but not for everyday.......plus you can wear a cretain amount of make-up before you start looking like a drag queen.
So............I'm cutting down on the make-up.
I don't even need blush anymore, cause it's summer and my cheeks get naturally rosy. <--- yeah like that ahahahaha
But yeah, I love y confidence, it feels just so fucking good!!
Today, I bought the cutest little dress.
It a white spagghetti stap with a turqouise flower design. It's gorgeous, I love it. It fits me perfectly.
I wanted to get another one.....it's black with turquoise polka dots and turquoise tulle at the bottom.
I thought a medium would NEVER fit me, but Eddie talked me into trying it on.
I did, and the waist fit perfectly, but it wouldn't zip up with at my bust ahahahha.
Damn 36 C's. ahahhaha
But yeah, I feel good now. Being happy with myself really really really makes alot of things easier.
Thanks to all of you that helped to boost my confidence.
{i.e. Eddie, Isaac, Bettie, Suzie, Jasmin, JB, Johnny, Alice, Izzy, and Carlos, sad to see you go man, but I know you're in a better place now, i'll always love you my friend.}

Love you all.

Angie ♥'s Eddie forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever
TIMES INFINITY PLUS ONE!!!!!!!! <33333

Friday, 14 April 2006

CONFIDENCE

You can't embrace confidence if you keep pushing it away.........
So I'm trying to bring up my sissy's confidence. Which is hard becase she's stubborn.
Yup.
So I'm not a virgin anymore.
Eddie officially took my innocence.
People say sex changes a relationship dramatically.
And it's true.
Because now I feel closer to him than ever. Yeah, there's always the risk of getting addicted to that, but we don't need it. It helps, but we don't need it.
Some people tell me shit when I say I love him, but I know I do.
Because...............no one ever gave me confidence before.
He gave me confidence to believe I really am beautiful. I can tell myself that, because of him.
He's my treasure.
Anyone who knows me knows how stubborn I am, and how much confidence I lacked. But that's in the past, because I am beautiful, I have him, and damn it, life is good.
Yeah, I have to inject myself twice a day to survive, but so fucking what?
He makes it better.
He makes it worthwhile.
He gives me confidence.
Without him, honey, I'm nothing.

Later droogs

Angie ♥'s Eddie